Fun today

It’s been a good day today. The weather was kind and the predicted rain never came. Around 11 am the Table Tennis table I ordered arrived. It was all in one package and it took two men to take off the lorry and put it in my garage. It took me a long while to unpack it and move it to the back of the house and set it up on the patio. I rang my friend Fay to come for a game. She had only just got up and needed her breakfast first, she said. You may think 11:30 in the morning a little indulgent, epicurean even, but that is how she works. While I awaited her arrival I went out for a ride on my Suzuki Bandit. It hasn’t been started and ridden for weeks because of my broken hand so it was a rare pleasure. it felt as though I had been on it a lot. A wonderful feeling of being one with it. All too soon I had to return home to await Fay’s arrival. We had a pleasant afternoon playing table tennis, or ping pong if you prefer, and finding that we still enjoyed it. Everywhere is closed down because of the C19 virus, so having a game was uplifting. After a couple of hours playing, we went for a coffee nearby and then to do some clothes shopping. Not me, Fay. When will this lock-down end.

I would like to add a photograph but this recent new WordPress setup has hidden that basic important action from me. I can’t find how to do it.

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A Quiet Day

Julian Bream, the international classical guitarist has died at the age of 87 years. His obituary ( BBC dot co dot uk website) has a wonderful end-of-life story from him.

After being knocked over by a dog, he broke both hips and his left hand. It stopped him playing the guitar. He said of it. “There is nothing sad about not playing anymore. The thing I feel a little annoyed about is that I know I’m a better musician than I was at 70, but I can’t prove it.”

What an inspiration for those of us who didn’t take much interest in playing music until late in life. By-the-way, I’m still struggling with the saxophone, but I will persist in the hope it slowly comes to me.

I was on my own all day yesterday. Liz has gone to Scotland with her daughter for a few days to, in part, search for her ancestors. She sent me a picture of herself stood by her grandfather’s gravestone. I got lots of loose ends cleared up, mostly domestic. I had arranged to meet up with friends in the pub later in the evening. I was going to go there on my bicycle, about a 20 minute peddle I estimate. As I was locking up, the rain came lashing down. I don’t mind getting soaked through coming home, that’s easily dealt with. Getting soaked going out is awful, the night is ruined. I rang Ned and cried off. I then wandered about the house for a while and discovered a storage tin in a drawer. A biscuit tin in its former life. When I opened it, it contained a collection of medicine packs but devoid of there original contents. Why they were stored, I can’t recall, it was over 2 years ago. I think they were the palliative meds. I got a little lachrymose then as the memories seeped back into my mind. It has been several months since that last happened. The smallest things can cause a winding blow to our existence.

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Lockdown

Wed 5th August 2020

Things are still difficult in England because of Covid 19. It seems the powers that be are determined to keep the people under Draconian control. The latest is that we have to wear face coverings when entering shops or public transport. Not masks you will notice, simply ‘face coverings’. This is despite everyone saying that they are no good. I have made my own from a handkerchief, two of them. I look like a 1950s cowboy robbing a stagecoach. It’s the minimum I can wear. I notice that the death numbers are no longer reported in the Main Stream Media (MSM). That is all they could talk about four weeks ago, now though, they are not mentioned. It is worse than that, they are not being broadcast? Is it because they are near the five-year-average; i.e. normal? I am beginning to think that all this is nothing to do with flu, it’s about controlling the Vulgaris. Why do they need to? What is planned that needs them to do this?

In 2015,  28,000 people died of seasonal flu and no one batted an eyelid. The figure to date for this year is only 46,000, fiddled up from 36,000 I believe. It is still in the normal range. A man on TV this morning claimed that the people are backing this project-fear attitude because they don’t want to go back to work. I don’t, in truth, blame them, but when most are back working, the support for all this hyperbolic fear campaigning will melt away.

I went out on the Bandit today to meet up for coffee in the open air. A few friends all decide, independently, that they will go for a coffee in the market. We hang around for an hour talking and then some go for a drink in a pub. As I’m on a motorbike, I can’t have a drink. I am taking my granddaughters out for a meal this evening, so, I don’t want to anyway.

Our Chancellor of the Exchequer, Rishi Sunak, has given us half-price food in restaurants for this month to boost the trade. It applies on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesdays. I have taken full advantage and am about 11 British pounds up so far. Restaurants are bursting at the seams with customers and people are being turned away because there are no tables available.

The saxophone playing is coming along, albeit slowly. Learning to see a note on the staff and immediately knowing what it is, has not reached my fingers yet. I need to learn the alphabet backwards to help in this. Well, learn G through to A backwards anyway; G F E D C B A. I also have a problem with blowing the reed. Sometimes it is good and other times it breaks down and squeaks like a duck. More practise needed, and more and more.

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July 2020 Wk 2

My Suzuki Bandit and I

I’ve been out on my Suzuki Bandit. It’s the 600cc in-line four version. It is 22 years old so considered a veteran even though it looks two years old. It is a for-pleasure thing, not for commuting. I enjoy the freedom motorcycling gives and the feeling of independence. It has an element of danger that makes it so exciting. I drive very carefully and am always fully aware of my surrounding. The distance travelled is not great at the moment. It can’t be, there is nowhere to go until C19 is over. I simply circle the city with the odd glide out on the B-roads. Things may change soon; this imprisonment of the world can’t last much longer.

My good friend, Liz, has gone off to visit relatives. It has been a long wait for her. They live in the countryside so she will be taking the dogs over the fields and along lanes. The hedges will be in bloom with various blossoms overhanging wildflower verges. In my garden, my favourite blooms are out now. Bright red Crocosmia Lucifer. Like the hedge blossoms, the fronds arch out over the other flowers three to four feet above the ground. They look like a frozen firework display, Beautiful. There are other beautiful flowers to admire but the timing of the Lucifer, coming in mid-July, heralds the beginning of the summer holidays. That is, they did every other year, but not this one as no one is going anywhere.

I have taken delivery of a beginners’ Clarinet. The stand I bought for the Saxophone has a peg on one leg to place a Clarinet on. The clarinet was bought off eBay and cheaply. It has a plastic body with silver scaffold-work. The plastic is blue and it counterpoints the antique brass saxophone. They both make a wonderful ornamental feature when not in use on the stand. It took half an hour to put it together. Fortunately, I have cork grease for the sax so the clarinet did slide together smoothly in the end. I spent another half hour messing about trying to get the Clarinet sound out of it. I only seemed to create a squeak most of the time. Relenting, I read the booklet that came with it. It would seem that I put the reed too far into my mouth as I do for the Sax. That’s wrong, you only put the tip in for a clarinet. That made all the difference, I got the correct sound then. That finished my practise, “always stop at a success” is good advice.

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Covid 19

July 2020

Things are changing very fast for me these days. I seem to have climbed out of the depression of the loss two years ago. The constant metronomic swing of sadness to managing has run down and left me feeling as I always used to be. The social club I joined was a great help. The people who established it and run it are all strong and capable, most of them women. All members are expected to suggest things and arrange trips out. I arranged a meetup for a jazz concert. It was by a Cuban band that plays the Buena Vista music. Ten of us bought tickets for the night. Sadly, it is a victim of Covid19 and has been postponed until next September.

Life began to return to normal this week on the 4th of July. Pubs and restaurants are now open albeit with restrictions. I went out for a walk around the city with Liz and as we walked past her favourite place, we decided on impulse to see if they had a table not booked. They had several and so we went in and enjoyed a meal. The staff all had masks except the waiting staff. They all wore full-face visors. The meal over and enjoyed, we continued our walk. When we were almost at her home, we decided to visit the local pub, The Black Swan. It, like all the other pubs, has been closed for weeks. We had to sit at a table and have waiter service but it was a good feeling to be there at last.

We went back to her house for coffee before cycling home myself. I am only about 20 minutes away on a bicycle and it is good exercise. I never often used my bike before this Covid19 lockdown but having to stay isolated made it popular with me and many others. It is so convenient that I intend to keep using it in future. To be sensible, winter may break my will about that but it’s a long way off.

I have recently bought myself a Saxophone, an inexpensive one I hasten to add. I have never played any musical instrument before so it is a little difficult. I bought a book and it is very good. It included instructional discs and they are brilliant at confirming I’m doing it correctly; or not. No, I can’t play a tune on it yet but I can play four notes. More about that next time.

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Making Friends

The weather in Yorkshire this morning suits my mood. Overcast with dark grey clouds dripping water down on us continually. The temperature is up though, it’s 9 degrees Celsius, or 48 degrees Fahrenheit or, for the science and engineering people amongst you, 282 degrees Kelvin. Kelvin sounds a lot warmer to me, perhaps we should all use it as our guide. It’s far cheerier as it is seemingly, hotter. It is easy to convert as you simply add 273 to the Celsius reading. That is, unless it is a reading below 0 degrees C, freezing point. If it’s below freezing, subtract it from 273. Minus 273.15 degrees Kelvin is absolute zero, it can’t get colder than that. This means that if it’s minus 10C on the thermometer, it will still be balmy 263K. Sounds a lot warmer, does it not?

These little things occupy my mind a lot and are totally irrelevant to my life, but the hamster wheel that my mind has become, stops me thinking of other things. It is 15 months now, or 25 months since the terrible news.

The main pleasure now is from a social club I joined. The club is run by the members and they do not receive any outside financial support from any source. In truth, they are generous in their support of many charities. It has been a revelation to me. They are a wonderful group of people who organise meet-ups and publish a forthcoming events list. Two ladies were appointed to look after me at my first introductory meet, and they never left my side all evening. They introduced me to whoever came up to say hello. Both are now very good friends of mine. It was quite a surprise to find that I am not alone in being alone. It happens to every couple eventually.

I don’t want to be the harbinger of miserable truths, but it has been the way for ten thousand years. One of a couple, barring accidents, goes first and the second one will find themselves alone to some degree. Family and friends are brilliant and mine have been, but it is still bad to wake on a morning as the only one in the house. I awake still hoping, against reason, that the person I still love will walk through the door. Eventually, after the loss and the initial attention, people have to get on with their own lives, their own aspirations, and their own career. Not seeing and interacting with anyone you know for a full day is bad. It happens a couple of time a week to me. That’s tough to deal with the next day, when that second day threatens to be a continuum. It leaves a taint on my mood.

I bought a motorbike a few months into this widower state. That, I found, bolstered me up to being content when on it. Riding it took me into a different world altogether, it has an element of excitement and danger, and so it proved to be. Sadly, it is still in the Suzuki dealership being repaired. I will tell all about that in my next post.

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Isolation

My life  has changed dramatically over the past three years. The illness, the treatments, the ending and then the isolation of loss.

She was my reason to exist and I miss her terribly. I think I went a little insane for a few months afterwards and, perhaps, I still am a little.

I am going in the right direction but it is like a chameleon, Two drawn out, slow steps forward, always followed by one step back again. There are still times that I imagine she will walk through the door. I’m sure she won’t, but not absolutely certain about it.

I have got a spiritual view of the world that never existed for me before. A medic would say I’m delusional, but then, the world we think is real doesn’t, in reality, actually exist. It is how humans interpret what they see around them. We see a table, all other life forms see a fallen tree. We see a house, they see a cliff. Everything, all of it, only exists in human brains and nowhere else. The neighbourhood, the town, the country, our friends, the world. They exist in breathing humans’ brains, but nowhere else.

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The nonsense claim that Stratford-Shakspere lived in London

The Bellot and Mountjoy court case is a curious thing. Bellot was suing Mountjoy, his father-in-law, for not paying him the promised dowry after the marriage in 1604.

The discussions of marriage and dowries took place in Mountjoy’s house in Silver Street, London. This was a minor civil court case in which a “Willm Shanks”  gave evidence, and clearly signed as such on his witness statement.

It has been claimed for over 100 years that the signature on this legal document is “Shaks“. An uncalled for abbreviation of Shakspere; the Stratford man’s real name. It is the only one of six claimed Stratford-Shakspere signatures that has him, supposedly, living in London.

I cover the miss-allocation of this signature in detail in my book.

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Munday, Shakespeare and Stratford-Shakspere

Most people are sure that they know who London’s William Shakespeare was.

Almost all of us have been told, all of our lives, that it was a man from Stratford-upon-Avon named William Shakspere. It is claimed that he went to London and wrote as London’s William Shakespeare.

The name, Shakespeare, appears in London but not in Stratford.

The man Shakspere, appears in Stratford but not in London.

It is rarely mentioned that William Shakespeare is (supposedly) William Shakspere’s pen-name. But it has to be if it was him, because his name was Shakspere (pronounced Shack-Spur). So, Wil Shakespeare was, by that fact itself, a pen-name. But whose pen name was it really?

The Stratford man’s real name, ‘Shakspere’, was well known, referenced and recorded as his name in Stratford until about seventy years ago. At that point, Stratford’s William Shakspere began to be referred to only as ‘Shakespeare’.

He, London-Shakespeare, the actual person; is not in London’s historical record. No one says that they met him. No one says that they saw him act anywhere, No one wrote any letter mentioning anything at all about him. This man, the most famous playwright of the times, does not exist in the records as a living, breathing, person.

Stratford’s William Shakspere did not leave Stratford-upon-Avon to move to live in London. The Stratford man had no connection to the Shakespeare plays and poems. London’s Will Shakespeare, was someone’s pen name.

These posts are about who wrote as London-Shakespeare. I believe I have proved it was Anthony Munday, but comments about that and comments about proofs for any other candidate are welcome.

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Interregnum

This blog will  remain silent for the time being.

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